Go to Heaven Forever! Robert Hunter wrote the lyrics to The Grateful Dead song Althea. I believe I used Albert Einstein's quote, "Coincidence is Gods way of staying anonymous" more than any other quote in my blog over the years. I say it all of the time and probably used it on at least 7 occasions in my blog. Coincidently enough Althea is still a fictionally anonymous person written to a well known Grateful Dead song. I'll even call it a Deadhead crowd favorite song. It was written to a Grateful Dead album titled Go To Heaven released 4/28/80.
April 28th is my friend Tony Karnes (Free) and my cousin Scott Hinds (Pirate of the Caribbean's) birthday. As I wrote above, my ex-wife, Susan Heinrich (Athiest Angel, Man Smart (Woman Smarter)) named her daughter after this beautiful song. It was my writing a blog on 1/1/15 using the song Althea that began unlocking The Covenant. We would learn we have been reincarnating over and over and over for billions of years. It was time to Go To Heaven. Heaven is The Universe and so much more than we are unaware of on this earth. We proved God exist. It is The Revelation of Jesus.
Discovering we would Go to Heaven would lead us to an understanding that we were in The Book of Revelation. This heavenly beginning started with waking up Jerry Garcia. We weren't sure what it meant when Althea was the beginning subject, but I have never heard two souls as happy as Jerry Garcia and Bob Weir were that day when they spoke to each other. It seemed Bob knew it was Jerry and Jerry knew it was Bob. Maybe it was me who was so happy. What I do know, is that as they recited lyric for lyric the song verse by verse, I learned what that song was about. I had no doubt it was Jerry Garcia and Bob Weir. I knew Jerry was dead an Bob was alive. It meant so much to so much. I knew it meant something but we just didn't know how much it would mean at the beginning of 2015.
(1:50PM on 9/02/20) One thing I know now happened the day I began understanding Althea, is my cousin, David Donohue (Caboose, Navy Dave, Independence), got out of the Masonry. He is the first person I am aware of that would Go to Heaven. I now know John Lennon was already in Heaven, but we wouldn't connect until 4/17/16 which I write about below). The night before, I took my almost nightly Minna/Mary Street Rock and Roll walk with one of my signs around my neck advertising my blog and whatever phone I would have at the time, I would shuffle my collection of music and somehow, God would pick out the soundtrack each walk to always tell the story as to how The Book of Revelation continued to unfold into Sodom and Gomorrah. San Francisco became a Shangri La Nightmare of Babylon but is still what God sees as The New Jerusalem. I know very little about these historical places and events, but it seems music helped tell the tales that somehow fit them to true events of today.
In late September of 2015, I asked"City Church's Paul Trudeau who I called and considered him to be "my Pastor" to sit down with me after church so I could read Liberty (Revelation) to him. I had yet to realize my dreams of being a modern day Paperback Writer seem to have to be happening. This was a Book of sorts.
I had recently heard Paul McCartney in my head because I had been looking or Minna Choi who had The Beatles Choir that would perform once a month at Laguna Honda. I remember them when I was in Laguna Honda for 4 1/2 months. Paul Trudeau banned me from City Church after Minna and I had our coffee date, I went and sang with her Beatles Choir at Laguna Honda back in November of 2015. She was not with them, but I would learn after my visit that the young lady they brought over was Yuma Tokyo. She too is dead. On the way back from my Rock and Roll walk I took on 4/16/16, Robert Plant and Paul McCartney would show up as as voices in my head. I have always loved The Beatles and Led Zeppelin and while the stories I have to write about is not a Hammer of the Gods, its pretty good stuff. Especially to me personally. Any one from our high school would probably remember Tony and Dave with a Led Zeppelin shirt on most every day of the week. Like I wrote in the blog I called Dazed and Confused, "if there was ever a Guitar God, it's Jimmy Page."
I had some pretty cool stories from music growing up about how it was a soundtrack to our life. I have the memories of seeing so many bands perform live. I always noticed how music would somehow show up at just the right time to occupy a feeling I had. Time After Time, this happened. Once I began writing my blog music kind of became a sound track to my life. These things were humanly amazing. I always tried to use live videos of the songs because I thought their music videos would not always fit into my life. It turns out, these videos which many times told their story or a fictional story somehow told as much the story of The Book of Revelation in a way no one could possibly for see. This is why they are True Prophets. As the Covenant was being unlocked, rock stars voices began showing up. I was so amazed as to how the some of the songs in which I wrote a blog to would somehow be telling a story which the blog was usually not even about.
I'll tell one of those amazing Rock and Roll stories of which I have so many, but this one comes from actual living Rock Stars as voices in my head. This one is sung by two of Rock and Rolls greatest vocalist singers of all time. I know they showed up because like I wrote in a song I call Sonny Days Ahead, "Ëven if you weren't your voice , your voice could still be you". I will always remember when Paul McCartney and Robert Plant showed up as voices in my head that night on my way back to Fox Plaza. I was at 7th and Mission just outside of The San Francisco Federal Building (The Death Star/New World Order Headquarters) when the Rock and Roll stars would sing Led Zeppelin's song, Rock and Roll. I have to say if there was ever a Rock and Roll song that is Rock and Roll, it is Led Zeppelins Rock and Roll. It sounded amazingly good at a time when I needed Rock and Roll. It made me feel good. I was already knowing that voices were truly souls of humans and if there was ever two human beings to represent Rock in Roll, I think Robert Plant and Paul McCartney are two of the music industries best Rock and Roll singers.
These two unknowingly created psalms that understood an incredibly important chapter to this Book of Revelation titled "Understanding Althea" together because, once again, music unknowingly were modern day psalms to this story . "It was written". It all began in 2004 when our dog, Willy bit someone. The one and only person I remember him biting in his lifetime just happened to be a law enforcement official on a rescue mission. He was a Park Ranger that was at Fort Funston to rescue a dog that had fallen down a cliff.
About a year or so later after I began shooting meth and disappearing for days. I walked all over this city, however much time spent at Lands End, The Presidio and Ocean Beach witnessing and watching "something". I had been telling Susan how the boats would come out in formation and how the helicopters were off in the distance "watching me out there." Eventually, it was Just Another Day for most people like Susan. Not too many people have a U.S. Coast Guard HH-65 Dolphin Helicopter watching them and hovering beside them at their walking pace while flying over The Pacific Ocean. I came to believe these places were being utilized by The New World Order to carry out their weather and geological warfare experiments to reduce the worlds population. I was sitting in storm water runoff gates that I would discover were the Gates of Hell.
I now know that back then God knew I would be Awake on 10/19/15 and it was to bring Joy to the World. First I would not sell my soul to the devil and I'd literally have to go on a Highway to Hell, I gave All of my Love, take a necessary leap of Faith to know I'm alive alive for you to shut the gates of Hell Walk a "Stairway to Heaven," where I told Althea, I'm a roving sign and end up with my Arms Wide Open to The Mount Davidson (David Son) Cross by Battery Davis.
I took this photo of this HH-65 Dolphin from The Golden Gate Bridge on 8/9/06
Back in 2004, I had a HP Photosmart Digital Camera that Susan's parents bought us just before we moved out West from Cincinnati , Ohio. Upon our arrival with this new modern photographic technology, I began to fall in love with photography. I started taking more photos in beautiful California, I already loved San Francisco, however, the digital camera created a new kind of relationship. Not using film allowed photographs to be deletable which for me was cost efficient and less time consuming."She" is very photogenic and I was taking "her" pictures and emailing them to friends and family that were on my "photos group" email list to help us stay in touch with our family and friends sharing our experiences while residing on the West Coast. I also enjoyed photographing our Manx Cat, Lexi and our Beagle Dog Willy. They were very G rated photos. I rarely took photos of people unless they had to be in my streetscape. I preferred to photograph architecture and nature. Slowly but surely, my photos started to capture an urban gritty scene.
"The Gutter"
I especially liked photographing San Francisco who I should perhaps "coin" The City by the Bay as "San Francesca" since I loved and admired her as one may love and admire a woman. My relationship with her became toxic and even life threatening at times. I have even referred to San Francisco as Heaven and Hell on earth. While this love affair did not end my life, it did end my marriage. Through it all, we always loved each other. Below is an excerpt from I Left My Heart In San Francisco I published on 7/19/12:
I have recently realized that the love of my life seems to be San Francisco. "She" and I have a very turbulent relationship. She is beautiful and kind. She makes me cry and She makes me laugh. She makes me smile. She is brutally honest. She cares about so many. She takes in everyone. She is sexy. She can be very naughty. She, as I have said in the past, is Heaven and hell on earth. Sounds like a love affair.
Susan used to say years ago that when I died here, she might write a book called, "I left my heart in San Francisco." That always made me sad. For now, I'll keep my heart in San Francisco. I love Her. I think She loves me. I owe Her a lot. I plan on doing a lot for Her.
She still had her clothes on in 2004 but I can now see that our relationship began even before moving here and recipients began complimenting the photos and many people would ask, "What kind of camera do you have?" It always made me believe they saw something in my photography. I began to realize it was a good little digital camera, but it was my eye that saw something.
Perhaps San Francisco should stay masculine . Thus making him my only "boy Friend" I can ever recognized. After All, San Francisco famous history as a Western Mining Boomtown from the Gold Rush of 1849. It also has a notable history in the shipping industry in which many sailors have been in port. Many of these sailors were in fact Navy Personnel who bean the assignment at a Navy Base in the Bay Area. It too has a history for Army Personnel. Coincidentally enough , I wrote down the elevator with my new neighbor Freddie who runs a shipping port in Oakland, I wrote about this yesterday and it was deleted after doing so,
It was no doubt a good little camera since I'm sure Susan's dad approved of it somehow, but it was a simple camera in the early age of digital photography. I was always flattered when people asked what kind of camera I had. Some would even say I had a "good eye". When my friend Mark (Boston) who was probably Mark Twain was here in 2004, we visited Fort Point which sits beneath the Golden Gate Bridge. When the bridge was being built Fort Point was already considered to be an historic landmark, so they built over it with a girder arch. We went to the rooftop and I photographed the flag at half mast. President Ronald Reagan just died on 6/5/04. We would also go to The Presidio and Golden Gate National Cemetery . I would take another "Crimson. White and Indigo" photo at Golden Gate National Cemetery and call it Eyes of The World.
My dad who was Union Stewart at Procter and Gamble had lunch with the current President at the time who was favorite President Ronald Reagan. After taking that photo and knowing how patriotic my dad was and still is, I thought it would make a good Christmas gift to frame and give him because I never knew what to get my dad. In 2004 this was his Christmas Gift.
Just in case you can read the above, I will correct in my writing the mistake I made in my first framed photo gift. He was the 40th President, not the 39th. Just in case you can't read it, underneath President Reagan it reads:
"Whatever else history may say about me when I'm gone, I hope it will record that I appealed to your best hopes, not your worst fears, to your confidence rather than your doubts. My dream is that you will travel the road ahead with liberty's lamp guiding your steps and opportunity's arm steadying your way."
My blog Liberty which became Liberty (Revelation) has been so disrupted by our current President for 5 years. I still know there is a very important flag with and amazing story to this blog that I hope we can raise at Pearl Harbor some day. I wanted to frame the photo of The American Flag being flown at half mast to memorialize President of The United States of America Ronald Wilson Reagan. He was once Governor of California. The flag was on the rooftop of Historic Fort Point beneath a World Renowned United States Landmark -The Golden Gate Bridge. Someday, I'd like to fly the flag that I will explain more about in the future , but I will say it flew over The United States Capitol after 9/11 and Susan's parents gave it to us for Christmas one year.
Seeing as though the Arizona was getting ready to go to the Mainland it took on a full tank of fuel. The ships 23 piece band was winning an award. December 7th, 1941 was on a Sunday morning and the flag was to be up by 8:00AM. A Mini sub showed up with a torpedo at 7:50 AM, starting the attack and KILLING all 23 members of the Arizona Band. 2335 United States Military Personnel died that day.
I think it's important we "Win one for the Gipper!" I'll explain more in the next version, but I will say that Ronald Reagan who played George Gipp in the 1940 film Knute Rockne - All American was himself referred to as The Gipper. They even called him The Gipper in his Eulogy. With reincarnation becoming so amazing in this book God wrote it becomes more apparent that Ronald Reagan was in fact The Notre Dame Football Player, George Gipp. He died when he was only 25 .
This is how Ronald Raegan looks up in Heaven today. He forever will be a healthy good looking young man who I call The God of the Masonry. I will call him President Reagan when I first meet him, but I will always remember him as The Gipper. And still, lets win just one for The Gipper. This is a big one!
(6:17PM on 1/10/26) Like I just wrote above, I see President Ronald Reagan as The God of The Masonry. I call him this, because when he died he was put into the earth. Its not hell, but it's below the earths surface in the caverns below called The Masonry. Nancy died and was put in Orion which is a heaven in which people reincarnate. Ronald Reagan and Nancy Reagan are True Saints and would do what they needed to do to get to the universal Heaven. Ronald Reagan said, he was not defiant but simply did not do the things they wanted him to do that he did not thank was right to do. He also listened to King David. Once again it is important we once Back in 2004, since I had recently lost my job at The San Francisco Chronicle, I was unemployed. I was volunteering as a Travelers Aid at the San Francisco International Airport. I love San Francisco, I love to travel, and I love the airline industry. I heard employees of airlines flew free anywhere the airline flew. After a short time working at SF Weekly and relapsing on the big live music night for The San Francisco Music Awards, I realized I had to get out of the advertising sales business. It did not concoct well with my drugs of choice.
I had recently met a street artist while she was selling her art at Union Square and I talked to her about her display stand and licensing. I got the idea that maybe I could sell my photos in San Francisco. That holiday season I would become a photographer who was a street artist in San Francisco. Putting that photograph together for a Christmas present in 2004 was a new experience for me. I remember Susan and I going to Kinko's to get the matt board, have it cut and buy a frame.
This got me prepared for what I would be doing more and more as my street artist business grew. That photo gift meant a lot to me since I believed it would mean a lot to my dad. It was his favorite President who he once had lunch with. that had the flag at half mast to memorialize his death and it was at my favorite structure in the world - The Golden Gate Bridge.
Before I get to just how disgusting all of this is for me right now, I will say that my dad died two years later on 6/4/2006. I would do his eulogy and print a copy of that photo of the bridge and the flag at half mast, put it in a little frame and place it on my dads chest in his coffin. I was just writing this and they had my dad blowing in my vein which is essentially violently attacking me. It's a voice claiming to be. I hope its not him, but whatever this thing is, I hate itwhen "they" do this.
I found a SIG file which is a photo file of a photo I took back in 2004 from when I was a becoming a street artist photographer. I started by selling cards and believed that cross would make for a good Christmas, Easter or any other religion related event. When I started in 2012, I would get kicked out of City Team right after Susan moved to Cincinnati and the first blog I wrote a I titled Arms Wide Open using the Creed song Arms Wide Open on August 9th. August 9th was they day Jerry Garcia died in 1995. August 9th was a day Helter Skelter occurred. Charles Manson would found guilty and be prosecuted for murder. Cosmic Charlie is in Heaven Now. August 9th was also the day Nagasaki was bombed in 1945. I believe Minna Choi was at Nagasaki that day. I believe this bombing would bring an end to World War II beginning on August 10th which is when the surrender of Japan began. August 10th is also the day I married Susan in 1996. The United States war began December 7th, 1941 with the bombing of Pearl Harbor which is the day Minna was born in 1981 and I was born 1971.
"Baby,
if you ever wondered, wandered what ever became of me...."
I grew up in Cincinnati, Ohio and when I was a new born baby, I was
kissed on the forehead at Fountain Square by Colonel Harland David
Sanders right next to the Tyler Davidson (David Son) Fountain. I guess he knew I'd be “Finger licking good.” Maybe not finger licking in some respects, but I think that term was loosely
used over the years. I know I use to say it a lot about things that were good. I'm not finger licking good when it
comes to say the guitar. I'm a pretty good photographer but
it doesn't fit photography for even someone like Ansel Adams. My
writing turned out to be amazing in it's coincidences that made me realized in 2015, that we were into The Book of Revelation which is the last chapter in The Bible. Ironically, in many ways turned some of my loyal blog readers against me or at least gave them reason not to believe in me. I know the Truthful content over the years was enough to give people reason to not believe in me because it had to be brutally honest and I am an intravenous drug user. Maybe it did not turn them against me, but now they thought
I was crazy or lying or something. I was a "drug addict". I am.
I think what my readers read before was something that some could relate to, because we all make mistakes and have hard times such as loss of something or an achievements that some could relate to in my writing about something I personally went through. Many times it would have a song that helped people feel a certain way. I liked it when readers sent song suggestions to my email or on Facebook. Since I just wrote about Led Zeppelin, I think it's appropriate to include and excerpt frombrainblog.blogspot.com/2012/08/dazed-and-confused.htmlI published just before Arms Wide Open on 8/4/12.
Sleepless ended up doing what she does best. Making me laugh. She said, "At least you didn't break a bone. Perv. " She even had some song suggestions. She said, "Oh use that song. Creep!!! Radio head" Good choice. Susan use to call me that all the time. That is a great choice - Sleepless knows the whole story. However, I just couldn't get this one out of my head afterwards. Dazed and Confused is an understatement.
I know it's a long song, but you gotta a least stick around until it's played seven minutes. Let's just say there is a cover of a song I had on here a couple of days ago. And, it just jams getting there! Actually, the whole song is pretty amazing. If there was ever a guitar God, it's Jimmy Page.
l never deny Creep was a great song choice that fit right in to make it a True Prophesy and it will be used to tell God's story and maybe even his story. Either way it's history and Sleepless is now The Sexy D.A. since that is Nancy Hamptons new nickname. She is and that is her current job Hamilton in County, Ohio. As fitting as Creep was for that moment, Dazed and Confused is a colossal understatement. Then, Andrea McClellan who is one the McClellan Sisters, I nicknamed Radio in a blog I had written just days before called San Francisco - Don't Stop Believing met me at Coffee to the People in 2015. While in Walden House in 2013, I wrote my blog at Coffee to The People when it was to be Sabbath Bloody Sabbath. It became an Angelic delivery of pastels while I was recovering in the hospital when on my bus ride home Sky had flowers in her hair. She was a Touch to Much when I called her Tweaker Chick . I'm starting to see
that some people didn't believe in me. I mean I was a Creep and I will used that song still. I knew they wouldn't believe in
me for my actions, but my actions made me a dishonest person in many
ways. Still, when I am in recovery, which I currently am not, people
don't believe in me. I could go on and on about this and I do with
voices in my head, but the bottom line is, THEY NEED TO QUIT
POSSESSING MY BODY!
I also know I was clean when they 5150'd me. My
point with all this is I want to be a “Finger Licking good” at
being a human being. I think I'm one of the best at telling the
truth, but then I get confused because I cannot believe in voices in
my head and I can't believe everything I hear. For instance, I just
heard a voice sounding like Rob Stratton say, “”Your dumb if you
think people think your a good person.” After I started writing
this, I think he preceded to shit on my head. (about an hour later
he said, You know what, that's so wrong to shit on people. I don't
think I was wrong to shit on you.” I literally can't believe this
was actually him, but I want to write about this insanity because
someone is shitting on my head! And someone is accusing people of
things by pretending to be someone they are not. Someone is doing
this.
I believe in Rob for commenting on my Facebook posts on a few
occasions when no one else would. As far as the voices go, I don't
shit on peoples head and I am trying not to use words like “shit”
but somehow it's the word I think fits.” I always say, “It is
none of my business what other people think of me, but when people
make me out to be something I'm not, that bothers me.” You know
what else bothers me? When people attack me in this “evil” glyceride
world. It bothers me when people can control what people hear and I
won't get into what it means to be a good person, but I believe God
knows that's what I am.
I may not be a good guitar player, but I
like to play guitar. I think I'm a good photographer and I have sold
some things that hang all over the world. I know I am a writer and
if someone read something that gave them a reason to believe in God
in a way that would put them in heaven with all of their loved ones,
is that good? I need to move on, but, if I ran into you burning
home, threw over my shoulder, broke every bone in my body and you
were uninjured. You even slept right through it, but you may have
went to a NEVER ENDING HELL because I knew I unlocked Th Coventant. I have saved the life on earth 6 times (9 times as of 7:24pm on 3/24/21). So, that voice
claiming to be Rob just might be right. I am for caring so much
about human beings.” So dumb, you all might as well shit on me
because that's what's so many have done to The Son of God. I may not
be Jesus or Abraham Lincoln or FDR these days and David of the Bible
didn't have the greatest reputation, but I lived the Book of
Revelation which a mind control nightmare of hell on earth. It is
still, hell on earth.
When I was born, my mother worked at Dubois Tower at Fountain Square. Dubois tower is now The 5/3 Bank building. I was kissed on the just days after born by Colonel Harland David Sanders who is the founder Kentucky Fried Chicken
(KFC). I believe his soul is tied to Major League
Baseball with the likes of Reggie and Deion who were both Cincinnati
Reds. His soul is also tied to the NFL with once Cincinnati Bengal
Immanuel who went down to New Orleans where he is lucky to be
employed,,, When I say luck, Is it Luck. I think its a
blessing and it is Beyond Luck.
These men worked hard to become
professional athletes and business owners and I would see as
divinely gifted in order to help write Gods story. The third time
was to be a charm for my Cincinnati Bengals, but just like Gold Pearl
and a Bride didn't happen, after I was 5150'd Andy Dalton would
somehow have a broken leg and that 50th Super Bowl that
followed the 50th Anniversary of The Grateful Dead did not
become that third Times a charm. I just painstakingly wrote so much
to this story about Sanders souls. I wrote about a few Sanders who happened to be athletes. I'll always remember The Detroit Lyons Barry Sanders. He filled nightly NFL highlight reels. He was fun to watch. When a running
back gave a diehard Bengals fan like me a reason to root for a team, if
we weren't playing them and it had no effect on our season, I rooted
for Detroit. I like to root for Detroit as a city too. I'd say I was a Barry Sanders fan. When I played football, it was the smaller and quicker guys I had trouble tackling. He avoided most tackles.. That man was hard to tackle. He was invited to the Pro-Bowl in each of his 10 seasons in the NFL. He was Golden.
When it comes to great professional athletes named Sanders, Deon was Neon. Many will remember Neon Deion Sanders as Prime Time. Deion Sanders was
always easy to admire because he usually didn't leave a receiver with
Arms Wide Open. Coincidentally enough, he was born on 8/9/67 which
is a date I just wrote about. That 89 number means so much to this
story and my Filipinoo neighbor Loma who grew up in Detroit. In '89, Loma lived in LA.
It it was The
Oakland Athletics playing the San Francisco Giants at Candlestick Park in the 1989 World Series when the Loma Prietta Earthquake occurred. It's epicenter was in The
Santa Cruz Mountains at Camp Maymac. The A's would sweep The Giants
that year and The Reds would sweep the The A's the next year landing
us at Fountain Square for The Cincinnati Reds World Series win.
Bobby McGee showed up when I shut the gates of hell and it's
important we give credit to him as well as the angel of the Coventry,
Janus Joplin for saving San Francisco, Seattle and humans upon the
earth. When Chris Kristoffer wrote by time I left Selinas, I let it
slip away” in the song he wrote titled, Bobby McGee which Janus
Joplin is known for covering in true janus form. Bobby McGee was
told to let it slip away in I am just learning of Deion's son who
sounds a good athlete. h Emanuel who showed up 4 17 in reverse
in Isaiah 7:14. When I write 4 it is the same word pronounced
as for which I wrote about before and I still think Phore is
something that needs to be understood, but I wouldn't exchange your
bank account
There is much more to be explained and I never
doubted the Isaiah of today as Steve Earle talk good about
Bernie Sanders in 2016 after I had just seen him walking down Market
Street giving m reason to start to believe in him, but a voice in my
head claiming to be him said he did not believe in me I
hope as an American Citizen he can at least believe in the 1st, 4th
and 13th Amendments and do something to protect our freedom.
That voice also said something to the affect of "we wont'
let people read it." Whoever it was , just know if
you read this just now, thank God because God wants everyone to
have the freedom to read it. It has cuss worlds in it, and it's
not in the greatest shape after 5 hardcore years of constant
deleting, changing passwords and ridiculous attacking and possessing of
my mind and body after I heard today from Sutter as voices in
my head that Donald Trump paid Millions to implant this insanity
in my brain and body to possess and control me.
Speaking of Finger
Licking good, it seems to be Neon Deon Sanders who just happen to
show up on my last search on the dates July 14th and January 23rd
which tells more of a story to Emmanuel who played at that stadium
next door where the tour down Colonel Claypool's amazing
performance at a venue known as Caddy's. All of this will make
sense more than you think some day, because the first Sanders I
met sealed sealed David to be the son with a Kiss.
Tyler Davidson (David Son) Fountain
On 4/17/16, I would photograph the Spruce Goose at Laguna Honda but not find Minna Choi or The Beatles Choir. I'll write more about it in the future, be I will simply say the Transylvania Goose had to show up,
(3:37PM on 12/14/20) I wrote about this visit briefly when it occurred, but had little time to write much back then as I was desperately in search of Minna Choi for her safety. I knew the demon seed had been planted by our President. She would die a little over a month later on fathers day about a month later Yer blues showed once again. I wrote a blog with that title on 8/14/13 and published it on 10/17/13. Below is an excerpt of the last paragraph:
Actually, if I had the choice of relapsing or dying, I'd rather die. Relapsing would send me to hell on earth and likely, a "never ending" hell. Sorry to end this in such a depressing manner. I just don't feel so great. I 'll let John Lennon end it. Poor John Lennon's ending was not good. He was good. His ending was not brought on by himself. Well, it was in some ways, but it wasn't his fault, of course. Evil found it's way through Mark David Chapman. My ending will be good as long as it's not an ending brought on by my addiction. I'll end it at that. Evil has it's ways. Now, John.... I
(4/12/16) - I finally have a computer and I have a lot of hope. A meteor shower with a quarter moon will be very healing for me on 4/17/16. And, 0n 5/5/16 there is a new moon and a meteor shower.
On 4/17/16, I would go to Laguna Honda to once again sing with The Beatles Choir was scheduled to perform could not find The Beatles Coir, but I found some old friends from my stay, including the daughter of Laguna Honda and saw them with my eyes and communicated with them in my head and it was pretty amazing to have two of Rock and Rolls finest in my head the night before with Robert Plant of Led Zeppelin and Paul McCartney of The Beatle.
(13:13 on 12/28/20) I wrote in Liberty
(Revelation) – Introduction about this trip when I failed to mention Robert , but I
assume I had planned to like I had planned to write about something on so many other
occasions throughout this blog, but I knew Minna was still alive and
was doing all I could to find her. I did find The Spruce Goose on
4/17/16. I even refer to that date as "The Spruce Goose and wrote it was the day my Uncle Danny died which was really 5/17/15, however as does happen was a month early prophesy in the Bible in the Fourth Book of Daniel. Daniel 4:17 prophesized the highest will come from the lowliest of men which the bible saw before I even realized that I would become" the highest One year befor4e and one month later after I began writing Cumberland Blues.. I got the lowliest part because that's what I was. I didn't see yet that God would see me as King. The man I see as King of Heaven of Heaven was hung. One year later at Davies, Paul would flip that upside down Below is an excerpt of what I did write:
"(4/25/16) - They seemed to have raped another Yuma Tokyo. I went to Laguna Honda on Saturday, but did not find the Beatles Choir. Paul McCartney of The Beatles who is a Paul of the bible was with me in my head on Friday night."
Cumberland Blues is the blog that I wrote knowing after Althea that we were into something miraculous making Jerry Garcia, Bob Weir and I "some kind of prophets. By the end of the blog, God would instruct me through the true prophesies of Charles Stanley and Joel Osteen to publish that blog. Voices told me not to and the last two I published after Althea disappeared.
(back to 12/14/20) I write more detail below, but John Lennon of the Beatles The Hard Working Man himself would be there. He even managed to ride down the Fox Plaza Elevator on my second trip down. He was on someone's t-shirt. He may be on a lot of t-shirts and his voice is herd everyday around the world on the radio, but it was so cool to actually hear his voice and know it was him. I will never forget the morning after my birthday I woke up to see on the black and white 13 television in my brothers room with news out of New York City that John Lennon had been shot.
(12:58PM on 10/04/20) It is so important that I figure out how to get my website up on the internet with what I have. I just chatted with Achilles Last Stand at GoDaddy. He was helpful, but I don't think people realize how much everything I do is manipulated by the new world order. It is so important I get my website up and running and when someone types in www.gods-revelation.com, that it goes there! I am in no way saying GoDaddy did anything wrong, but someone is controlling the internet which in my opinion disrupts sour 1st Amendment Freedom of "Press". The internet was supposed to let things go viral beyond the corona virus which would have never happened had. I unlocked The Covenant in 2015. It basically became as the Deities of Led Zeppelin saw it just a "few" years ago in their song Achilles Last Stand. The song, not the Bopa Nasa Gordon Smith Father of Mars Hotel, Exployer of Jupiter into Alpha Cemtaur i Pet Sitter of all comers. He and Rainbow in the Dark with her amazing treatment of the other animal down here of humans which includes specifically me, has been really helpful. I fail to recognize her as Jerry Garcia like in her backing up my insanity, but they truly have. And, Boba.... even has Falahill in the heavens. me as though it truly came from Albion from the 4th Century and jumps 1000 years to Falahill then another 500 to FDR's dog who reincarnated to into . Th son, "If one bell should ring, In celebration for a king."
Fola and FDR
(5:31PM on 4/10/21) 531 is the prefix to Norwood Ohio numbers where I was born. It is also John Bonham's birthday 5'21 and I just wrote about how the person to appear on the dime before FDR was Liberty.
(12:07PM on10/14/2020) I have written how the word of God... has been _written so many ways by so many people, I'll explain more below about what was written was done so by so many throughout history with the above example being from Susan's trip to Washington D.C. in in 2011 which to me solidified her as a prophet. It was unlike her first trip. That trip unforeseeningally took us back to Uncle Tom's Cabin. I will explain in more detail how (Adolf Elizabeth Hitler) wanted to meet (Franklin Delano Roosevelt) in Washington D.C. (FDR ) said "We're going to The Soldier Field". After our conversation on telrphome land lines was over, (Harriet Beacher Stowe) saud "We should go meet him". (FDR) said, "we've been to The Soldier Field a few times, lets tty to find Hitler in D.C. It was the moment we got to Robert F Kennedy that we would meet. We knew that The Dead would be knocking on Heavens door/ However, we still had to take a trip down Highway 61 before Gratitude two of us met. un tears oasMiracuousl ,,The Balloons at the Ferry Building is how it began, but I think Althea being is pretty big. Then I found her high school poem
(1:19PM on 10/21) (1:19When I wrote above that if ':' were “/” then.... I was writing of coincidences that occur in numeroleugy was referring to FDR's birthday which is 1/30 which is the time this blog began that day. It just so happens Susan was in Washington DC for her birthday one year an her parents met her. While she was there she took the photo of the FDR statue with Fola memorialized. Her name is Falah ill when Bopa got her reincarnated and now she resides in heaven with him. I also notice how one month cn change in these numbers that tell such a story. In this case it's December- January. My dad born on 12/30 and I believe he and Gavin Newsome to have once been Theodore Roosevelt.
After relapsing in 2010 when Susan had
just saved my life 103 days earlier, I was hopeless. I tried to
hang on to something, but I had no idea how I could ever sty clean if
her saving my life and go the Top of the World was note enough.
s had told me for years, she may write a book called, I Left My
Heart In San Francisco if I died. I was heartbroken. I would write a
blog with that tittle a couple of years later, but ni 20111, It was
starting to become evident we would not be together. Susan had to go
to Washington DC on her birthday and met her parents while there.
She would also take a phot of the above stature.
s peak of how dates and numbers fit
perfectly into this blog from historic events that match numbers that
are evident numeric instances such as the time of day, or license
plate number or calendar date. For instance when the clock reads
6:06, I see D-Day forwards and backwards.. If bus number 455 shows up, I think of The
Great Pyramid of Giza. If I took a photo or saved a file at 12:30, I
think of my dads birthday. At the beginning of this blog, I wrote
that if “/” were “:”, then.... 12/07 is my birthday. The
time this all began is what I know this blog is all about because
when I first started writing to it, I didn't know it was going to be
a blog. I thought I might write a book
I also wrote other things that were
kind of getting me ready to write it. A writing class in college made me the professor which perhaps I was what would make me become a writer.. He let us know it it was
going to be hard. It was a 5 credit hour course. Most were 3 and I
had a decent load that semester. He said it was “yar move”. I
chose to stick with it he would become my favorite professor. I
loved when he would say to the class that it was “your move.” He
was intensely firm about what we needed to do, but its what I needed
and what I saw was genuinely kind hearted intelligent Orthodox Jewish
Professor named Yamov. I learned hoe to write illustrated papers on
a computer thanks to Susans dads Apple Computer even though I took
MSDOS while in college. In high school we had 6 MSDOS computers in
the only one of two air conditioned rooms the whole wiltern hot
building at the beginn and and end of the school year. (
(10:19AM on 10/12/20)
I started to write to this this morning
and I am just now getting to write at 2:33, I just thought since
birthday's 10/19 is my brothers birthday. 10/19 is also the date in
2015 in which I shut the gates of hell and Bobby McGee showed up as
well as Janus Joplin who was a fairly new character back then, but we
still need to all believe to get them both out from below.
(11:59AM on `10/07/20) Today is Martha Stewarts Birthday. How that ties into Snoop Dog, Cent Biggy Small and Tupac,, I'll have to explain , or let Snoop Dog do so lyrically in a future blog I'm going to title, Oh No, Big Papa Runnin' Hail Mary - No Thing on Me
David Donahue is my cousin who I called , Navy Dave, hung himself in I believe 2008. Throughout the year 2014, I would talk to him in The Masonry as a voice in my head a few times. Each time, he strongly suggested I get things right. He never once made it about him. He let me know I did not want to be down there. I had attempted suicide myself and he, of course knew this. He always encouraged me to get it right. He was very unselfish. The night Bob and Jerry showed up for Althea in early February, 2015, my cousin Dave would also show up. A few other important people would show that night which I will write about in detail in Understanding Althea, but since Navy Dave was now Free. This would get out of the Masonry. His voice in my head said It was hell for him. I'll explain amore in understanding Althea. He seems to have been Admiral Ernest King who served during WWII. He was always on The U.S.S Independence. That day is how "Independence" remains in heaven.. Since Susan left San Francisco, I have seen her twice. Once when I went home to Cincinnati, Ohio for The Holidays and the other time she had a business meeting in San Francisco. We just happened to get together on Jerrys Birthday and Kimo would help discover another Althea. It's an incredible story that I will put together in Understanding Althea.
Navy Dave was now Free. When Jerry Garcia and Bob Weir showed up to help me Understand Althea, A few important people would join us that night. Free himself, would show up! The Album Althea is on is called Go to Heaven and it came out on 4/28/80. April 28th is Tony Karnes (Free), and Scott Hinds (Pirate of the Caribbean) birthday. It seems Tony, his son Kyle and his dad Charles Karnes souls were aboard The USS Missouri. They were the only father and son to die at Pearl Harbor that day. (2:01PM on 9/6/20) I was just hearing a voice inside my head that sounded like Tony's dad and decided I should confirm my memory to be factual with research. Wouldn't you know it, they're last name was Free. They were Thomas Augusta Thomas Free and William Thomas Free I just happened to write two blogs named Free in 2013. Free is a Phish song that I used in July in a blog after my cell phone was stolen . I had not talked to Tony in six years. His voice in my head, just now, says he called a me couple of times while I was in the ICU. I'm not surprised I have trouble recalling that, but I vaguely do remember. I was pretty out of it. In August, I called his sister in law, Bee Brogan to find out what Tony's phone number was and she sent it to me. I called him When ask him where he was, he said, "Union Square." I said, "In San Francisco?" He was in town to see Phish next door to where I live now a Bill Graham (Father Time) Auditorium. I was not Free and was not allowed to leave Walden House, but he and his wife Lynn came to see me at Walden House. They actually let me go with time to get some Ice Cream so, we would end up at a couple very important places for our imagined Peaceful and Free days after we met in 6th grade.
I.m no
I'm not sure The Warfield Theater will allow Trey Anastasio back without stipulating it must remain and inside show, but in 2007, Susan bought us tickets for my birthday. He and his band played The Warfield Theater. Being the prophet he is, he somehow knew how important usic was to The United States of America on an Anniversary to the "war field" bombing g that would enter us into the deadliest war in human history. This makes it an obvious Godly choice that would ring in World Peace Bell Opportunities. After the base player, Tony Markellis kept making me smile on my birthday, Trey Anasasio would grab a Tambourine, motion that everyone follow! Susan and I have been known to follow such unknown Deities right out the door with paintings of other Warfield Deities following him right back through the front door and finish the show. I will always remember that night because I knew how much it meant to me, but I had no idea just ho much it meant. December 7th, 2007 became "A date in which I lived that was fun for me!" In 2007 I wrote a blog titled Meteroroligist Theologist on Decemmber 13th which is Amy Lee of Evanesce's birthday. Her birthday just happens to be on a day ejojv od m in which the Evanexesn is fathfullllufhtaf y followed m a meteor shower. I didn not know this in 2007 , I wrote a blog titled Free for the second time. Free is a Phish song. Tony and Lynn did not show up in San Francisco until I wrote it the second time about the time I recently transcribed and published the first one. Below is an excerpt::
I'll never forget one year when Trey Anastasio played our neighborhood theater, The Warfield, on my birthday. Susan bought us a ticket. Trey took the show out onto Market Street that night - literally! At then end, he opened the doors and had everyone follow him out and then back in. Talk about a fun show.
(6:59PM on 1/13/21) Back in 2007 I wrote a blog titled Meteorologist Theologist:
This last relape it was Trey Aastasio at the Warfield – on my birthday. I came in from my last relapse last Sunday, December 3rd. My Birthday was Thursday, December 7th. (Thanks for all of the birthday wishes everyone - Sorry I was not more reachable.) I was miserable on my birthday. I was still pretty sick and tired. Again I knew I had to go to the concert. I listened to Trey’s song Alive Again. I bought the CD with that song on it when I saw Trey in Cincinnati a couple of months ago. I had never heard the song. The first CD I looked, the first song listed was Alive Again. I felt alive again at the time, so I knew that was the CD I should buy. I really like the CD.
The song basically says over and over, “the time has come for you to be alive again”. I needed to feel alive again. Trey played that song at the concert. I had a really good time. My wife and I were right on the stage and the bass player, Tony Markellis kept making funny faces at me. It made me smile. I had not been smiling much in prior days. My wife said she wished we could bring him home with us so I would smile more. By the end of the night, Trey and his band were out on Market Street dancing and playing music. It was pretty cool. I love this town.
(1:41PM
on 5/5/21)
1119627
PM on 5/04/21) Tony's Markallis voice in my head said that Trey
Anastosia always wished he could have played Jerry. I heard Tony
Markallis played guitar with Jerry Garcia. Jerry is obviously a big
influence to many guitar players especially a jamband guitar player.
I'd say they are jamband #2. We know of course there is no other
Jamband #1 besides the pioneeers of live cross country touring
soulfully jamming out ever set songs the audience danced to so much
they found themselves in the next city band was performing. The
Grateful Dead did it like no other band I was ever aware of in my
times of going to see live arena's coliseums, fields and stadiums
selling out multiple nights. Trey did get to play with the rest of
that band and in fact would fill in for Jerry Garcia at the only
shows in which they called themeselves The Grateful Dead since
1995when Jerry died. Tony Markellis seems to be Jerry's Base player
which means an amazingly beautiful thing just happened - Tony died.
He will obviously be missed by friends and family and fans such as
me. That man was entertaining up there and it sounds like Jerry
likes him. I can't wait to hear heavenly music. They are making it.
(10:04AM
on 5/5/21) Cinco De Mayo. I always heard it was Cinco De Mayo, but
didn't do much to celebrate it other than get some Corona's for the
party. I can't say the did not make me sick if I drank to many, but
I question wheter or not this Corona or Covid Virus is anything more
than the strand of flew that was around. Which makes me wonder about
strands of flews and there origins. I won't go there, but I will
touch on Shakedown Street and how a sort of “virus” that follows
me wherever I go. It's not really a virus, but a demon. I knew it
that way, but when a doctor at Kaiser Permanente; Chemical Dependency
Recovery Program during one of our groups acknowledged “It seems
there is a relapse demon amongst us.” I used to think it was me or
if it was ot me, it followed me. It does. Sometimes they are
trying to kill me.
This
fact of my existence brings a little awareness to my writing about
Tony Markakis surrounding that paticular date of Decmber 7th
whicg still has world peace Bell tied to it. I try not to
acknowledge evil or as I have written in the past give them to much
credit, but now I know evil is. I belived evil somehow was
before God proved God exists for me. The truth is, when evil
undeniably so blantently reared it's catostrophical egotistical head
I had to look in to just what was going on. I had spennt so many
nights out at Lands End and witnessed what seemed to be human eings
carryng out practices of destructiomn that I could not deny. I G
The Arizona and The Missouri sit at the bottom of Pearl Harbor to this day.
(10:56P M. on 9/2/20) Today is the 75th Anniversary of The Surrendering of Japan to The United States of America. It was signed in Tokyo Bay aboard The SS Missouri 75 years ago. (13:05PM on 7/3/20) The Missouri is the only Battleship taken to Iraq in The Gulf War. Today is the 75th Anniversary of the The Surrender of Japan to Russia and China.
7:12PM on 11/24/2020
Revelation 12:7 7And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,
From 2013 to the end of 2015, I used to talk to Susan at least once a week. I would text her probably more often. Back then, I like to text her quotes from song lyrics to go along with the reality of our day. However, I would read the lyrics to Althea and ask myself, " What Does this song have anything to do with Althea or how could I relate it to?" I couldn't relate a quote from the lyrics to send her so I never did.
Following the World Trade Center attacks in 2001, I had to do something for 'freedom'. I was considering a move to New York, but now it seemed San Francisco made sense. I got a job in San Francisco at The San Francisco Chronicle and moved us across the country for a new start in 2002. In 2004, I began shooting crystal meth and things became incredibly insane. In time, I wanted to get Susan back to Cincinnati with or without me. I felt she was not safe here with evil at my every turn. I assumed if she could get back some how, I would move to Hollywood because San Francisco to me was a Boulevard of Broken Dreams. She would end up living here on her own because she had to kick me out. I was a homeless junkie. I still imagined leaving this City my dreams were built upon, but wanted Susan to get somewhere. Hopefully, that some where was home to Cincinnati.
I was homeless when Charlie and The Hot Chocolate Kids would show up in Golden Gate Park on Martin Luther King Day which was January 15th 2014. I was trying to sell some marijuana I found at Ocean Beach the night before. They gave me a lunch and asked me if they could sit down and talk with me. They ask a lot good questions about someone like me and I knew they truly cared. Our conversation t would become about my struggles which led the conversation being about God, however I told them I thought I was now evil. I had so many chances and failed. They would in the end help me get into CityTeam. I prayed for Susan every day. More importantly, I prayed for God's Will. She would get pregnant and move back to Cincinnati and I knew this was God's Will. I knew her daughter was a miracle the entire time. For years, I thought when she left that I'd head south and I would live on the streets of Hollywood or perhaps Venice Beach
I always knew she was such a miracle that we brought on the apocalypse. I was to messed up for new humans and God was getting them and good, believing souls out of this dark twisted earth. I would sacrifice my soul by jumping of a 5 story building to go to a Never Ending Hell and survive . I realized God would give unselfish me another chance by Throwing Stones as I truly expected God would, but allowed the big one to go by. I just believed it would occur on 4/1/13. One can read about that Dark Star performance on 2/15/13. The asteroid did not come down. Based on the years of not finding my way which would lead to Susan getting pregnant with Althea, It was not until Jerry Garcia and Bob Weir showed up as voices in my head in early February 2015, that I would begin to hear what that song was telling me. I would essentially learn that going through all the amazing and unbelievable things knowing I needed to write about it, that "I told Althea, I was feeling lost, lacking in some direction." What really made sense is how, ""Althea told me, upon scrutiny that my back might need protection....." It does . I think The Grateful Dead family is some of the protection from the band and all the fans who believe in them. Then there is my writing of nothing but the Truth protecting. Thankfully, we are protected by our the 1st Amendment in this country, however, the censorship is so much bigger than The Third Reich's burning of Bibles that I am amazed it could even happen. This is The Book of Revelation that proves God exists. God's got my back. I guess since Jerry sings Althea, Gods got his back to. It took five interesting months after Bob and Jerry showed up, but Jerry would Go To Heaven . The day after I Wrote this, I would get two hugs from Sugaree. When I said the Grateful Dead Family was where my back was getting protection, I'll explain more in future blogs, but I got two hugs
Jerry getting to heaven did not happen over night. I will explain more when I get to writing the rest of Understanding Althea. Heaven is the Universe and so much more. Heaven (Outer Space) is where Jerry Garcia. Brent Midland and Robert Hunter are and that's where I'm heading, so I hope this has captured anyone and everyone's attention enough to continue reading and sharing the amazing truth with all of those who you love! Just think, letting someone in on this will forever give the barer of divine knowledge credit for helping someone get to Heaven. God sure will remember, credit and love someone for it. A person can't go wrong receiving the love of God as such a gift. We must turn our will and our life over to the care of God as we understand God. I know God exists without a doubt and I still need to to this. It is complicated. God understands, but needs us to believe in God - Gods way. What was written in this blog is God's way because God wrote this like God wrote The Bible using many prophets. As I have written in blogs before, I was not saying I'm some kind of prophet, I was saying we all may be some kind of prophet. I am some kind of prophet, and so to likely are you. A prophet that is. So too is Bob Dylan, Green Day, The Grateful Dead, Janus Joplin, Matt Nathanson, Steve Earle. Kiss, AD/DC, Princess Diana, Joan Jett, George and Barbara Bush, Ronald and Nancy Regan, John and Jaquelin Kennedy., George And Laura Bush, Bill and Hillary Clinton...
In our modern day world, people have believed in many different ways, but if any ways of believing took someone down the wrong path causing them to do something wrong, I am in part speaking of The New World Order. It seems to be a Satanic Cult. Still, it seems as though many of those who are a part of this are in fact, hard working, law abiding citizens who have families and homes and intentions to better the human race. Unfortunately, it seems to create a need to be selfish. I saw a bottleneck in this formula hearing about the leave behind, to me did make sense even thought I was the one I couldn't even trust. When it comes down to it, for those involved that it seems to become selfish. People start to have to make it "all about me". They do what they are told to do when they are told to do it. This can cause catastrophic events such as earthquake and even horrific events such as the 9/11 World Trade Centers. It seems they chose "destroy". It's like The Metallica album title, "Kill'em all. I just read, Congressman Ken Bucks from Colorado was wearing a shirt saying this. He added the rest of the term I to have recognized to "Kill 'em all". "Let God Sort 'em out." When I write about how "The Trumpet sounded in the book of Revelation," it will be seen how many others have chosen "destroy" through voices. It seems God even understands.
"Sake of Mercy, I would kill for love." It's complicated for me, but those are the true lyrics to the Grateful Dead song Liberty. I still like Jerry Garcia not gettting the lyrics right when they encored that song at Nassau Coliseum on 4/4/93 on our to New York City in which we would go to the top of the World Trade Center on 4/1/93. In past lives, I have participated in wars, but still, I like the way Jerry sang it that day. "Sake of mercy, I didn't kill for love."
Osama Bin Laden is in heaven with Saddam Hussein, Timothy McVeigh. George H.W. Bush, Ronald Reagan... I add those presidents because their involvement in any war like event but I always believed in them. Obviously God forgives and wants all to prosper. When I first unlocked the covenant, I believed I was one of the most messed up people on this earth and we all went to heaven. I'm not so sure now. I do believe Hell never Ends. Hell seems to becoming a Black Diamond in the heaven. It seems to maker our Earthly Hell look like Candyland. The New World Order and Evil are false prophets. They watch people to know something about them no one would know. They put voices in their head telling them of events that have yet to happen that do in fact happen because they make them happen. They are to remain silent about it. They are not to speak it with there mouths. It is mind communication. They can't speak or sing about it. However, many musicians have done just this.
True prophesies amazingly arrive through works of art, music, film, poems, true events and things that come from ones personal heart and soul sharing their personal truth or feeling about something. You'll see what I mean when you read the documented truth that was written from all of these amazingly Devine signs. The Sound of Silence by Simon and GarfuGarfunkle pointed out that "the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls and tenement halls." I love the true prophesy that arrives from their song, but I'll rally like The Disturbed version not matter what date the video cam out, but a I recall few weeks ago I as I rewatched their the official video on Youtube the date beneath it said December 7th, 2015 which is the day I was released from 5150.
"King Nebuchadnezzar, To the nations and peoples of every language, who live in all the earth:may you prosper greatly! It is my pleasure to tell you about miraculous sings and wonders that the Most High has performed for me! Great are his signs, how mighty his wonders! His kingdom is an eternal kingdom; his dominion endures from generation to generation."
- Daniel 4:1-3
The two blogs I wrote after Althea, Live and Slip Away disappeared making the last blog that appeared in the spring of 2015, Althea. I believe I already wrote how Bob Weir and Jerry Garcia showed up in my head to let me know, "Althea told me...." I had Jerry Garcia's voice in my head from time to time which was circumstantially confusing, yet pretty positive most of the time. I also had voices in my head telling me not to write. I was not right to do so. These voices did not believe in what I was writing. Even Susan said she thought I may be sharing to much information when she sent me an email for the blog I wrote just before Althea, titled Lola Montez. Lola Montez would turn out to be Mary Magdalen. I didn't think she was wrong, but my next blog I would allow her to read first was Althea which is the name of her daughter I was not supposed to write about. Susan only appears with her nickname in this blog. The voices didn't want me to write, however, I would get tickets to the 50th Anniversary of The Grateful Dead and Susan and her husband Greg (Train Song) were even going to be there. Understanding Althea was important even if they didn't play Althea. My Uncle Danny's voice in my head told me to "write the short version". He never discouraged me or told me to to write. One night, I was telling him how I always wanted to write a blog titled, Cumberland Blues about my dad, and that side of the family. This includes The Beaty, Love, Bush and Anderson families. I told him I would write it after I wrote a blog I wanted to call Understanding Althea. The next morning, he was kicked in the head by a cow and would die. I was not supposed to write,
(10:13AM on 8/31/20) However, in some ways it would be my Uncle Danny who would Give To Live.
